08 April 2011

can i cry?:(

sometime i think i am a special girl.
a girl that sometime talk sometime emo sometime happy sometime sad!
huh...
i also i am who now...

sometime i am a very happy girl,when my parent "love" me.huh!i know,all perent is this world love their children until they not at this world...choi choi choi!==
yea!all people all children also need parent love them!
my parent love me!i know!but,i really dislike the method that they love me!:(
i dislike...really dislike...
i konw!they dun let me go here go there is good for me..but..haiz..
i love go play with my friend,pui quan,ting en or others.
but i cant out!
they go mid-valley,time square,sungei wang,qiong K and many many many!
I CANT OUT!I CANT FOLLOW THEM!..
i just can go C4,the store...pasar malam is the most best liao...
huh...
i know!i know what they thinking!i know why they dun let me go,because of me.they want me 100% safe!i love them!but i ...
haiz...

最近they can whole day talking about koh ting xian...
i think they know ad de la~
cik vun also knw ad-,-pls!dont so geh po lo!go choi your merry thing more good!==
whole day talking aboutme and koh ting xian.
scold here scold there!i really duno what you all scolding about!I WANT BOM AD!!
....shit it...

today talk about this thing to TX...
he angry me,coz me no mood talk to him..juz he talking at there,me no answer him.he want angry ad ><
at the end,i cant control myself!i talk alllll thing out!i cry...i very xin ku ad..i very fan!i need a shoulder or a warm hug...
thank you ;) luckily you at my side..i love you! C:
but sorry ar...let you worry :(
i think i getting crazy now! :((((((
I HATE THIS MOOD!
:( i am a emo girl.
form1 sometime emo,form2 happy so less emo,but form3... :( because of ****** :(
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!:( i want cry!but i cant cry! :( i hate this feel!if can choose,i would like to choose CRY!:(

sometime i think i am a "special" girl...


i need my parent hand :( i need ur support...
where my family love?
at here?yea...but it ad in my deep heart...